BE

 

Its 9.34 am right now. Almost an hour for BE. I’m so hasjd

jshash. It s my first ever comeback and I woke up at 7 to attend the 7.30 am press conference . the schedule is tight today. We had the press conference, then we have a countdown for the comeback countdown lol. Then, a v live before the album release, the album release at 2pm KST, which is 10.30 here. , the Life Goes On mv is gonna come out and the rest of the album will follow. Then , a v live again, at 5 pm KST which is 1.30 pm.

I have classes today but luckily my breaks kinda merge with the schedule, but let’s see. Huhuu, I’m definitely not gonna miss it.

They looked so beautiful today and the conference went well with  articles and the music being discussed. The press conference happened without Yoongi  but the members talked for him and even brought a picture (adsbuj) . They talked about the sub units , which as Shreya pointed out, are conveniently based on soulmate units heheh, VminSope, Namjinkook. Epic right?

Right now , this is exactly how we feel. Aditi, Shreya and nenu.

 I wanted to journalise the entire experience of my first ever comeback so here goes.

So yeah, this is written before the live, I’ll come back and edit this again.

This is exaclty how I'm feeling right now

they left space for Yoongi and also his picture 💜

10.49 now, I listened to Life Goes On twice laready 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-5q5mZbe3V8

I have no words. The part where Taehyung sees the concert stadium and wonders what happened. jsfjgf THE TEARS WONT STOP.

They put so much into this album akdhka . I'm listening to Fly To My Room right now.  And the acoustic guitar in Blue and Grey and TAEHYUNG ?!?!??!?1;khewtqwofemwa

"People said the world has changed but thankfully between you and me nothing's changed." - BTS, LIfe Goes On

OKAY. LET'S TALK.

Telepathy and Dis-ease . Hobi kdsfksk they are so upbeat. I need the lyrics NOWW

Not how in the skit, Yoongi comes in saying "Billboard #1 singer was late because I went to the washroom " and then is asked how he feels and then there's just like ****** and ****** and then all the members laughing najksafjkjjsd

 The Album is so wholesome and the comfort it provides me is nsknf. Keyboard smash is the only thing i do to express what i can't express.lol. The entire Album, all of the songs gradually progressing form Life Goes On to the interlude of Skit then ending with Dynamite, the build uo i mean, so considerate and thougtful.

i feel so at peace right now, no other emotion. i do all the kjksnjdd things, but on the insieit's just plain silence. it feels like i just got  a  big warm hug from them, it feels like we're sitting together and they're telling me that it is all gonna be okay. 

A big epiphany laga. All this while I didn't even realise i was living something different. ante, i never really thought about the before and after, i was just living it. along with them. because all this while i got to see them , all the music, content, messages  everything. but i realised, that for them it is different. 

Tours and concerts and time with Ami is all they do and need. and the fact that they haven't been able to do any of that this year, how life has really changed, just, hit hard. 

this album is the result of everything BTS felt during the pandemic time, and them taking part in every aspect of it, visuals, direction, management, production, everything! it is just so very special qnd raw and candid. I am suuuuper happy that i get to have this album.  

The comeback goals are pretty tight and there's so much to do. We need that Grammy and definitely the #1 on the Billboard. So, imma go now and stream the hell out of LGO. Army, Fighting !

OKay, I had continuous classes since morning but i somehow managed to watch the v live(missed a few bits here and there but twt made up for that)and have been streaming diligentlty and the live just ended and i just , i feel like taking a break. im seeing all the k armys with their albums and it is soooo peaceful and beautiful and i can't wait to get mine and just take time to admire it.  i wanna do that today too.

I wanna stop functionin, in my world. the album is making me feel this. i just wanna go to a nice holiday home far away, or to the hillside, or camp by a lake in the forest or a lil cottage by a small beach. Relax and stretch and listen to everything they have to say and offer to me. 

Hug them.listen to them. Feel with them. Empathize and understand.

Me,my headphones, legs crossed or standing, feeling the warm sand of the beach or the soft moss of the woods under my feet.My album,with the photocards, my picture book. Maybe Shreya too, but within a comfortable distance, where i can meet her in a common space or wave at her from my balcony and share a similar smile of acknowledgement. Because both of us know what we feel and do.

I really would love to do this someday. To be in my comfort space.To be detached from my present world only to be met again in theirs. a space only both of us share. A space where we lose oursleves only to be found by and with them. that would be my lil paradise. my Solace. Bangtan.

aaaannndd,this post turned all emo and deep real quick huhuuu, but this is not the end of it. imma update again because today is still going on and rathri varaku ocche stuff antha i'll record.

- my very first comeback.