MY ALWAYS AND FOREVER >>>>>

I thought I'd wait for  their birthdays to this tribute or something but sfsjs can't wait can't wait ! okay, sooo.

*there's a lot of stuff that may not make sense and repetitive words only mean references and  exaggerated expressions and sarcasm :)

*also now that i read this blog, i'm low key cringing kdsj but it's cute, what i felt at that moment of time and that is the sole reason i'm gonna let it stay the way it is. after all, cringe has been my forever aesthetic welpsjjf.

Kavya Priya Reddy. 

                                                            

 I  don't know where and how to start, we just click .like magnets i say! we were fated asalu. destiny only hehe.

One of my bestestestestest friends she is. you see , there are some incidents that just remind you how strong your bonds are, how much you love people, how much you are loved. today was one of those days, it was pretty normal I guess but I just , you know , realizations and epiphanies just strike right ?! you get that eureka feeling! I really really don't wanna jinx my friendship  I mean , I love them so so so much my friends, I  feel so very lucky, you have no idea.

Kavya and I went to the same school, we were in the same (yellow) house, been team mates for years, anchored together, debated together, danced together, worked the cabinet together. we were, sorry, Are an amazing team. but this bffff wala dosti started after hmm, lets say, at the end of tenth.

how do I start....?okay.

like a flower that blooms gradually , Kavya and  I started talking a lot after tenth class, we had breakfast dates, bookstore dates, our calls lasted for hours, aaah , like a midsummer night's dream we came into each other's lives!lol

 sounds like a typical love story but it eez what it eez. We went to school together even at King Koti and alas!a significant change in the universe had taken place. Little did we know we'd end up destroying each other's sense of humour, give "chevu potulu" as our benchmates fondly used to say. You see, we were adamant, incorrigible and not willing to change.(fun fact: this is the most epic thittu wee got from our economics teacher. we legit got ourselves these three adjectives as name tags, it was a pain to control ourselves from laughing out loud when it happened). come to think of it, one single thread of gold, tied me to her jssj yess, the invisible string. it is so so true in our story, kween Taylor also knew lol.

But alllll of it was worth it. because talks turned into hourly conversations that could pay bills(i am not at all kidding), i can't imagine my life without my bests. I can't think of how I'd have turned out or what kind of a person I'd be if I wasn't with Kavya. so much i learn, much i teach, hehe ;) so much we love each other though we rarely say it. But today I wanted to, I want to shout out to the world that I have an amaaazing friend and I coudn't be prouder. She is such a wonderful person. my best friend. no amount of distance could ever even slightly change the bond we share. I won't let it. like she'd come back from Banglore after three years and we'd still finish each other's sentences and vibe to the same amazing lame jokes because somethings never change. especially best friendships. we are couple goals only. only means only only .

Aakanksha Nallagula.

                                             

She is my bro . asalu bro means bro only. honestly i don't remember the last time she acutally called me by my name . asal asal  i am her sunshine in the darkest days ,got her feeling some kind of way ;);) lolol. It's been five years!  oh Lord the stories are epic. Kavya and I are basically the same person but Aakanksha and I are supplementaray to each other. We are different oh yes, I have waaay better fashion and music sense and normal sense also but we are the same.  i can't explain. Aakanksha is my sweet creature . 

"We don't know where we're going. But we know where we belong

And oh we started
Two hearts in one home
It's hard when we argue
We're both stubborn
I know, but oh

Sweet creature, sweet creature
Wherever I go, you bring me home
Sweet creature, sweet creature
When I run out of road, you bring me home."

I CANNOT explain our friendship better than this. Any and everytime i need to talk you'll always find Aakanksha on the listening side. every .all. the time. she listens , she tells. i think i do the same for her too, i guess. we know we will always have each other. we don't always have the solutions for our issues or an answer to everything. but we deal with it. Together. haha, Aaku and i , lets say, for  this couple things weren't sweet sweet always, I mean, constant banter and fights. so many we ha , now we look back at our times in school , we just laugh out loud. so loud.we were so petty and childish but they were the fuel to our engine lolol. We'd purposely piss each other off and fight and cry  and get back , so the Aakanksha and me couple is the most dramatic(like in the hindi tv serial way)hehe. but things never changed, the bond is still the same and just as strong and with x times more love. 

Though, Aakanksha went to a different school in 11th, but things never changed. We never let them. We talked everyday and now if someone sees us, they wouldn't believe that we are two people who rarely like raarely meet out of school, don't go the same one, and don't even live thaaat near. we are so used to taking everyday i just don't even miss her presence( i mean i do, you know but aahhh you know what i mean, she lives in my hearteu );) :0 but yeah, aakanksha and I also are epic goals. epic only.

A.Shreya

                      

      

Lmao, thinking about her only makes me smile, kaadu, laugh. hysterically. Shreya and I and are tho, full package only. my oldest chingu. Shreya and I met 12 years ago. she was my first friend on the fisrt day of first grade.

okay,*setting the mood* *dim the lights. I'm walking now, slowly JK style and sit on a wooden stool* 

12 years ago, 

June,2008.

 I came to this big city with my Dora backpack, curious eyes and little feet carrying me forth in search of the Future(wow so dramatic). Little did I know, that it would depend on one sole decision I would make.

i was sitting by my self, amidst the chaos of the class. Parents all around, straightening their kids' ties, pinning a handkerchief to their shirts, pecking them goodbye. It was the first day of school, first grade. It was very new to me, the kids and their bags and the way the talked or rather the way they didn't. They looked scared, everyone. nervous. But then, I heard someone say something about a bag, I looked up to find this uncle bending down to me, showing my bag to a little girl next to him. We had similar bags, with barbies behind a transparent sheet. and that's how she sat next to me. who knew she'd be there after all this time.

*cue shreya saying,' ALWAYS'*

epic story teller i can be.

hehe, this story will never be old, i swear I've said it a million times.

So yeah, we sat together because we had the similar backpacks, then we found out both of our names started with S and our surnames started with A (amazing epic discovery) and that led to the start of us talking. Well, we started talking and never stopped ." chatterboxes"was the name we were crowned with.Not one but every teacher,every year called us that. coincidence? I think not. So apparenlty Shreya and I share the same braincell. laamest of lame jokes make us wheeze. we are so in sync, since childhood, our names start with same letter, both of us were in yellow house, both of our birthdays fall on the same day in the year(like monday-monday, its a fact), we make the same random noises in class(god only knows how we do THAT!?) obviously we became best friends lol! typical we are, again, same person we are. we do everything together and the best part is, we do it involuntarily, like hmm, how do i say this...? we think of the same things and vibe so much, that whatever we say in regard to a context or conversation or the way we react to something our choices, everything is the same! even when we don't do it on purpose.we just vibe and dayumm, it feels amazing.And as we grew, our love grew too, more and more. And I must say, this year has been extremely special for us!  ahhhhh Bangtan and S.Korea and beautiful stories and books on wattpad. Blessing only!wow, we follow the same routine too. ahhh,we  are Vmin. Soulmates. Periodt

Shreya an I had our moments of heartache too, but we got over it. because we Knew, we cannot let anything happen to what we have. Maybe it's that instinct to stick together no matter what, gave us reasons to do so as well. We fought, oh we did,but we knew we'd be together still. I do. I always thought we were meant to  be. But now, I am sure. We are. And i guess both of us know that.

Just like that, in all these years, among so many people, I made a lot of friends,some stayed, some, well, lets say they are still there, just at a distance. But most  importantly I found three beautiful precious jewels. And I am so proud to say it. I dunno how to stress it enough but to me, my friends are everything. no kidding. they just are my everything. my love support, open diary for my rants. they hold everyhting! it's scary how much they know lol. i really don't know how I would've turned out if it weren't for them. dumb?depressed?cowardly? each of them made me who i am now. part of me is made up of pieces they put together individually inside me. Shreya was there for me since the very beginning. Aakanksha came along and bore half the weight, then Kavya ,somehow made an odd number of 3 into an evenly placed structure of four. With even one of them missing, I can't function. gosh ,i don't even know now, crazy it is, coming to think of it. how well my life is balanced with these three people. I really owe all of  my happiness and health to them. (well well well  they should also, I am amazing). 

Sometimes i'm scared. at the thought of them not being with me. I know they'd never leave me but I am sometimes struck with this sad premonition that this will be short-lived. Not my friendship( THat I am sure of) but Life. it's scary. but again,

when its fate, there are no coincidences.our fate is determined by the choices you make, but there are times when your fate chooses you.

Things that are bound to happen are taking place even at this moment. but I decided to love my fate that chose me.

and I shall love them forever. Until the very end.

                              ps: there are also many hardships to this beautiful friendship. I talk to three people almost everyday, calls, texts, voice msgs. But i pay a HUGE price. they should be thankful to have me. I face my MOM everyday. what do you think is the result of talking to your friends so much in an Indian household? i am in constant danger of getting my ass whopped by my mom but i still take the risk. this is enough proof of my love. 

                  

 see? this happens a lot and i can't help it. i really can't. i am in constaant terror but they don't give a hoot!?

ps: biggest peice of KoMedY is , none NONE of " my beautiful precious jewels" ever open my blog voluntarily to read it, heck they dont do it if i send them also. to think that i spent alll my time writing about and for and to these pabos. #sedlyf